REVIEW: Joy and grief co-exist in Anthony Rapp’s moving ‘Without You’
Author Nancy Berns once reflected, ‘There is freedom in knowing you can carry joy and grief together.’
Joy and grief coexist in Without You, a one man production performed by award-winning actor and singer Anthony Rapp. Known for his performance in the Pulitzer prize-winning musical Rent, Rapp weaves together a deeply personal portrait of the story behind the hit musical, his experiences as an actor, and the love and losses in his life. Featuring a mix of original music and beloved songs from Rent and based on Rapp’s 2006 memoir Without You: A Memoir of Love, Loss and the Musical Rent, Without You is a moving production for those who have seen Rent, but it is not necessary to see Rent in order to appreciate this production. It might encourage you to see it for the first time or revisit it after the production is over.
Directed conscientiously by Stephen Maler with insightful Music Direction by Daniel A. Weiss, ATG Colonial presents Anthony Rapp’s one man musical show Without You live and in person at the Calderwood Pavilion in Boston, Massachusetts through Sunday, April 14 and is also touring. This production is 90 without an intermission. Click here for more information and for tickets and here for the production’s tour schedule.

Rapp is contemplative of what he has been through privately and professionally with a variety of personal nuances to make it his own. With authentic scrapbook style flair by light and scene designer Eric Southern, a projected brick wall boasts a variety of Rapp’s taped newspaper clippings, vintage playbills, and weathered New York City landmark photographs, Rapp’s apartment, and even an touching handwritten note. The resplendent multicolor lighting and ambiance seem inspired by Rent itself. The production has a casual 90’s vibe with Rapp in a flannel shirt and sneakers by Angela Vesco and Rapp sets his own props during the production.

Having had phenomenal success as an acclaimed hit musical in the 90s that became one of the longest running shows on Broadway and gone one to be performed around the world as well as a film adaptation of the same name that also starred Anthony Rapp in 2005, it is amazing to think that Rent is closing in on its 30th anniversary since Rapp’s first Rent audition. Rent is a daring, joyous, raw, and poignant musical about a group of 20-somethings living in New York City. It explores love, loss, hardships, dreams and realizations all while this group struggles to make the rent.

Anthony Rapp is speaking from personal experience as a struggling actor in New York City who worked at Starbucks to make ends meet as he embarked on auditions. Rapp’s mother encouraged his singing more than his acting recalling Rapp’s childhood roles as Snoopy and Oliver. With an innovative onstage band, Rapp tells an engaging and inspiring account recalling the invaluable friendships he made along the way including a beautiful event called the Peasant Feast. Rapp sings Seasons of Love wistfully, talks of his affinity for La Vie Bohème, hopeful Another Day, and a sweet rendition of Without You as well as the endearing original Carry Me Home, and the darkly quirky Wild Bill.
Having lost my father recently, Without You genuinely captures the sting and elusive solace of grief while Rapp immerses himself in mimicking the voice and mannerisms of each significant character in his heartfelt story including his mother, Rent creator Jonathan Larson and music director Michael Greif. Rapp’s warm, humorous, and spirited inflections were especially memorable in a stunning moment with Cy coaxing Rapp that the only way out is through.

Directed conscientiously by Stephen Maler with insightful Music Direction by Daniel A. Weiss, ATG Colonial presents Anthony Rapp’s one man musical show Without You live and in person at the Calderwood Pavilion in Boston, Massachusetts through Sunday, April 14 and is also touring. This production is 90 without an intermission. Click here for more information and for tickets and here for the production’s tour schedule.
















































